Hello my few readers, and Merry Christmas. I'm sorry I'm a day late posting, but Christmas day doesn't leave a hell of a lot of time to blog. I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas, with al the presents, food, and family time we could all hope for. If you're in Canada, more specifically, Ontario, Toronto region, I hope you were one of the lucky ones with electricity. I spent my Christmas in Brampton, Ontario where we were one of the few to have power, very very thankfully. If you don't celebrate Christmas, I hope you enjoyed the holiday that you do celebrate.
So was your holiday happy and jolly, or was it filled with that family holiday drama. Personally I was internally dealing with drama, but my family was good. My family some how is that family that doesn't fight and piss each other off. I know it sounds unbelievable but its actually true I'm ridiculously lucky. I was dealing with things with my father, and some rejection from something that shouldn't have made me sad. I think when you combine two sad things at the holidays it makes it almost melt down worthy. My heart was sad during Christmas 2013, my anxiety was high, but I'm truly thankful that other than some internal conflicts that I had a good Christmas.
One thing about this winter break thing I hate is spending this expanded period of time in my home town. Some things never change, one of them is this town. I could paint a picture but I'm sure if you've ever lived in a small town you could get the gist. But for the sake of those who don't know what I'm talking about here's the 3 things that I can't stand about my small town (& small towns alike)
1. Everyone knows everything about everyone. Remember that one time you got to drunk and embarrassed yourself? You might not but everyone you know will tell you about it for years to come.
2. The smallest things cause everyone to freak the fuck out. You kissed an ex of someone you were never friends with? You're a fucking home wrecker, get out.
3. Literally nothing changes. That person that got that job in wal-mart in high school and goes to community college? Still works at wal-mart.
I'm sorry for the rant on the small town. No sorry I'm not I'm just really sick of this place and miss the anonymity of the big city. Montreal, Monday I'm back and I've missed you too much. Truly guys I love my friends here, but some times your friends aren't enough to keep your mind away from the drama that is always present in a small town.
Song of the Post:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlFEJ-Ctpjc
I know I usually offer an explaination, but this song just makes me happy.
Good night, good morning, good afternoon, but talk to you soon.
Love, Kate
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